Sunday, November 1, 2009

Another Dream...

So yesterday was Halloween and I was out with my friends til around 10. A few more of my friends went to a Halloween party but I had to go home because I had to wait for my mom on a whim on whether or not she was going to pick me up today. So I missed an awesome Halloween party for my mom. I haven't spent a holiday with family in so many years. I've always been with friends. So I was home, pissed at my mother. Regardless of the fact that I was really tired and uncomfortable with my clothes I was pissed at her because I didn't go.

So onto my dream...which seemed pretty weird. So basically my dream was that me and a bunch of other student-aged people were 'trapped' in a hospital-classroom scene. The supervisor gave rules such as "no talking" or "no anti groups" and it seemed that some time passed that I decided to talk to my friend and someone who I thought would so something didn't do anything and seemed like an impossible situation. Then my friend said that the supervisors wouldn't allow cursing. So then I loudly said "fuck" multiple times really loud to see if they would do anything. The lady near the door just looks at me and says that I might have a problem. When I get closer to the door, and her, another woman comes in and she looks like my principle. However, when she introduced herself she wasn't my principle. I somehow got into a fight with her and I wasn't able to maneuver too well. I eventually kept trying to get her shin. I believe I got it because I was able to escape. She was chasing after me and we both got into the elevator but I got the upper hand at that point. We got to the top floor where the helicopter was and I tried to convince the guys that I was in charge but they wouldn't believe me and I ended up breaking her neck. I was telling the helicopter guys they didn't see anything, but then after I left my dream went into first person mode and one of the helicopter pilots was trying to report the woman's death. My dream went back to me and I escaped back to floor one real fast. I ended up in a hospital scene. I was waiting at the elevator when I woke up.

This is a dream after all, but I think this dream went from 'awesome defiant' to a 'wtf' moment. I liked this dream because it was exciting and I had an adrenaline rush flowing through in my blood. In my heart, I've always wanted to defy authority figures but I guess that since my concous self was not able to do it, my unconcious took over and showed it to me in the form of a dream. I've always hated the police and our authority. Most of them are corrupt and only know their selfish thoughts. If only I could obtain a power to truly do this and get away with the upper hand.

Wow, one of my longest posts. Haha...